26 years alive and counting..
Days go by.. minute after minute pass with little meaning.. without realizing it, I came to an age when I should’ve had the experience and knowledge, could’ve done something about it.. and yet.. here I am now, still looking and unsure of what I want to do with my life..
Is it normal for my age to still not know about which road to take? which job to choose? which role to play in the society? I still felt out of place. Not able to maximize my potential and yet don’t know how to do it best! It sucks when you know you’re in the wrong place but don’t have a clue where the right place is.
They said that life is a long journey.. you are more likely to take some wrong turns before you end up in the right place. The better you learn from your mistake, the fastest you get to your destination. But what if I’m not sure which way to go?
Only one thing I know for sure right now. It’s that I want to have a meaningful live. A very general dream, huh? General dreams can mean a flexibility in ways of implementing it and making it come true.. but, it can also means I lack of clear direction, unsure, or in other words clueless! I think in my case, the latter is more appropriate. Hiks..
In my confusion, I became de-motivated at work, unfocussed in my career choice, and even worse, putting a distance with GOD. I can’t go on like this. I have to work this out.. I have to figure out what’s important and what I want to do with the rest of my life.
26 years alive and counting..
Still trying to comprehend everything.. hopefully, I can work it out..
Diriku Pikiranku 
You are not alone. I think people in your age will have similar confusion, wanting to have a more meaningful life, but having no idea to do so. But at least, you are concerning about what you want to have in this life, because some people even don’t care about that.
GOD will always know what the best for us. If you keep doing the best effort and praying for the best, the “right way” will find you. I know it is very cliche, but that is the believe you should not question.
Seeing other people going through different path of life is often very making us very jealous. But you should know that the path you are taking is also making other people very jealous.
I am sure that you are getting closer to the “right way” you want, day by day… at least I know one of your plan and thought, and it is very very possible to happen… do best, and let GOD do the rest…
As you wrote on your other blog, “Life is beautiful, live each day without regret…” Be positive and appreciate every given day…
(Hehe ngoceh gak puguh ya gw….)
Thx Fer.. hehe..jadi malu.. ;p
This is the perfectionist side of me talking! 🙂
I do feel that Life is Beautiful..that’s why I want to die without regrets of not making the best out of it..
But I vow to do my best and stay positive!
Thanks for reminding me friend.. 🙂
wise words eh..??
pa kabar Yoan? ^_^
Hi Antya… gw baek..
Thx for visiting my blog.. 🙂
wah sama nih .. gue juga ga tau mau kemana.. dalam 2 tahun udah pindah 4 companies wahaha..
tapi Insya Allah ke jalan yang benar aja lah :p
Hehe..iya nih Srof.
Kita semua sedang berjuang untuk mencapai yang terbaik. Sukses juga yach. 🙂
hi yoan, untuk orang sequalified elo, gw yakin bisa mendapat yg lebih baik, just try and see the result…
tengkyu… Ini Mbak Feni bukan??
hehe..jadi malu. ;p